It began with the word Spicy... just a two word title, but I no longer remember it...

 

All I really remember is his face, with such a kind smile, and his harsh words. I remember her saying "I'm happy" even without knowing when all of that happiness will be taken away. I don't understand it, how she could live with it. Or is it me, who has no confidence in myself?

 

I get it, why she would love him. But somehow, that isn't good enough for me. I don't get it.

I'd want him all to myself. So much that it would be suffocating.

I'd miss him all the time. So much that I wouldn't be able to do much without thinking about him and smiling to myself at the thought.

Truth to tell, I'd annoy him to no end.

I'd want to say everything to him, know everything about him... And I really don't understand anyone who wouldn't. After all, love is just about the most selfish thing on earth right? Then to top it off, I'm also a really selfish person.

 

^^ but it's bitter sweet. It was short, and so it was fun to read.

Maybe someday, there'd be a boy whom I couldn't let go of. Bitter-sweet, but it would be worth it.

Since it'll bring me a lot of happiness.