Be there, show up, you have to do it, continue... Their voices appear around me like chains, forcing me to continue. My body is screaming in agony, I want to stop because everything seems to hurt. My head is ringing, and alarm yelling "STOP" and making my head spin... I'm disoriented, but I can feel the pain. Where? From where? Not my muscles, becaues I cannot feel my limbs... it's only inside my head, this pain... only my imagination.

 

Beads of sweat or tears roll onto my lips... keep on going! ... No matter what, it's life or death, so I must go on. I tried harder to concentrate on the words infront of my face. Not knowing what I've read there, my arm begins to move. My hand writes something onto the paper, and some small voice hopes that it was at least partially correct. Yes, to hope. There's nothing more that it could do.

 

"Put down your pencils. The exam is now over"

 

Sighs of relief resounded through the study hall... it's finally over!

Someone patted me on the shoulder "how did you do?" and then it all came back to me. I felt my arm on my shoulder, tapped my fingers on the desk to test them out, and then looked up at my friend. "uhhh.... I don't know..."

"sheesh. Trying to make me feel better? you definately did well right? don't worry, I'm used to failing these now."

I say nothing. What could I say? That I dont' even remember what the exam was about? that I blanked out? that I would fail too and have her lose all her hope of passing this?... "let's go to Brills" I said, indicating a bar we frequented and stood up.

 

 

hey hey, I'm like reading the last post, and I think I'm going crazy overa the pretty boys!

 

This one's supper cute. He's in East of Eden, in the korean Boys over Flowers, unstoppable high kick and outrageous woman. His new, but his popularity is definately on the rise. Well, that goes with out saying cuz he's 100% cute!

 

Was reading this site... and it said he has baby fat! I was sooo mad! I mean, he's pretty skinny, and if it's his dimples... well them make him look awesome when he smiles. Definately wouldn't wanna loose that. It's like, totally his selling trait. It really makes him look super cute and cuddly. No he's not the sexy type, but it's not like that puts a black mark on him or anything! Cute boys don't need sex appeal cuz that cuteness is the bestest.

 

But know what's the best? He's 20! =P well, he's turning 20 in July, but he's young! I totally want him to stay young foreva!  The 4 princes in F4 who look after the girl? well, if I only have him for a bit, it'd be totally enough! lolz. =3 yeah... he's like, the kinda guy that could get away with sneaking a kiss from any girl =P and I luv his playboy style.

Well okay, that part was due to the shock of seeing an actor from a few years ago... this really cute guy who was in many dramas (yes, you people will probably get it in three guesses) holding a child in his arms! It was a total shock! I mean, a woman holding a kid, and it might not be hers, but a GUY! >.< IT REALLY SEEMED LIKE HIS KID AND IT MADE ME FEEL OLD! well turns out it was for an ad., but still it totally ruined his image in my heart... He had this "I'ma play boy" and "I'm really cute and pretty" image b4 and now it's like... totally smashed. >.> sighz... guess they have to grow up and move on... T.T but I'm still sad.

 

Meow no more. Getting to be late since tomorrow is skool. Luv ya peeps~!